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depressed Donna

posted on Dec 28, 2005 (modified on Jun 11, 2007)

My name is Donna.  I live in Holland, Ma.  I just spent 3 1/2 weeks in the hospital getting treatment for my depression, post traumatic stress, agorophobia, and anxiety disorder.  Before being admitted into the hospital, I didn't leave my house since June 5, 2005.  I have been a prisioner in my own home.  I can't explain why I can't go out because there is no rational reason.  I just can't do it.  I have been unemployed since June 5, 2005.  Despite the fact that I receive Social Security Disability in the amount of $688 per month, I have fallen way behind in my mortgage payments and utilities.  I no longer have a vehicle.  I bought and paid off a 3 year car loan on a 1995 Isuzu Rodeo.  The 4 wheel drive was necessary living in the Northeast and being in the health care profession.  Bad weather is no excuse to not go to work but that is irrelevent at the moment since I am unemployed.  My son brought my truck in to have an exhaust leak fixed and discovered a part of the truck frame was rusted through and not able to be fixed.  So now I have a vehicle I can't drive even if I was able to leave the house and find work.  I want to try the new treatment for depression called the Vagus Nerve Stimulator implant.  If anyone has had any experience with this new treatment, please write to me.  I am willing to try anything to get out of this hellish depression and be able to lead a normal life, which includes working.  I am going to be homeless and have no one to turn to.  PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME.  It is very hard for me to ask for help since I have always been the one to give the help.  This is not a scam.  I will be happy if someone just responds to my request for personal experience on the VNS Implant.  Thank you.  Donna
Categories: employment, depressed person in need of help, financial help for disabled, Registered Medical Assistant/Cardiology Tech., Vagus Nerve Stimulator Implant, vehicle/transportation
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13. relivgal posted on May 28, 2008

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12. robertfossday posted on May 8, 2008
 
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10. mg posted on Dec 4, 2006

Hi Donna, My wife has been treated for depression since 1986, her situation is complicated by a body that is hypersensitive to drugs. We too were running out of options around this time last year when her psyc suggested we research VNS; to make a long story short, we decided to try it and she was implanted in April 2005. Contrary to what we read, we began to notice major improvement in just a few weeks, and nearly medication free by August, the device has been a complete turn-around for her. It has not been completely withou issues-- we still have regular visits with her doctor to make treatment adjustments-- but life has not been this stable in 20 years. An example from her perspective: I was away on family business during October when she had an issue with stimulation-- though attached to the Left vagus nerve, it began cross-stimulating her Right vagus nerve and causing painfull stomach spasms (since eliminated by reprogramming). When her doctor asked why she waited sooo long to call, she said that she was afraid he would turn it off! She just walked by and asked me who I was writing to... and said in her opinion it has been an absolutely positive experience, it just takes time to get everything adjusted. I hope you find relief, mg

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9. depressed Donna posted on Nov 20, 2006

Hi Who Knew, I have been to an endocrinologists and a neurologist, I've been checked for tumors, thyroid, hormone imbalance. I have had ECT treatments with no relief. I read about the Vagus Nerve stimulator implant and the company sent me a lot of information. Of course they are only going to tell you the positive results of VNS Therapy. Thank you so much for responding to my e-mail. Donna

W H O ~ K N E W posted on Nov 19, 2006... deleted on Jan 22, 2007 by W H O ~ K N E W

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7. depressed Donna posted on Nov 19, 2006

To Concerned Mother, I have been on SSI for years. It used to be that my depression went into remission for up to a year at a time so I was able to work. I would then fall back into depression, anxiety, and post traumatic stress. I can't leave the house and haven't other than my physician appts. I have to be drugged up to go to these appts. Don't give up on SSI. I can tell you that most people get denied but you have to appeal. Depending on where you live, there are Legal Services that don't charge a fee but help you with the process. I applied for full disability on Nov. 26, 2005. Almost 1 year ago, I keep getting the run around so I have contacted an agency in my area. I know it is hard to get up the energy and motivation to help yourself. My mortgage is a few months behind, my electricity is way overdue. I owe $1300. The only reason it hasn't been turned off is because my doctor writes them letters every 3 months regarding my illness. I am terrified of losing the house. The rent on apts., is more than I pay for the mortgage plus I have pets that I couldn't bear to get rid of. They have been with me for so long. Just don't give up on SSI. Good luck. Donna

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6. depressed Donna posted on Nov 19, 2006

Hello to all of you that responded to my posting on depression. I have what is call Treatment Resistant Depression. I have been on all the old meds, the new ones, combinations, 2 courses of ECT therapy but none of it seems to work for me. I stay in the house, don't even get the mail across the street. I have been doing research on Vagus Nerve Stimulator's. It is an implant in your chest much like a pacemaker, with a coil that is wrapped around your Vagus Nerve. The longest nerve in your body. The implant divice gives off a slight electrical charge and regular intrevals. This stimulates the Vagus nerve to produce the chemicals you are lacking. I am trying to get this proceedure done. It is a long term treatment that is supposed to get better with time. Anyone interested in more information call 1-877-now-4vns (1-877-669-4867). If anyone out there has the VNS implant, I would love to hear what you think about it, even if it has been unsuccessful. Thanks so much. Depressed Donna

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5. janie posted on Aug 29, 2006... modified on Aug 30, 2006

hi . my name is jane and i really have had a terrible time with dental problems . i live on a very low income and have tried to get a grant from the gov. ,but no luck yet but i refuse to give up i have too much faith in god .i have gonr to several dentists and they tell me that it will cost around six thousand dollars to have my teeth reworked .heaven knows i do not have this kind of money i could not pay to go for check ups let alone that large amount..so please if anyone reaging this knows where i can get some assistance please E=mail me at jtlt119@bellsouth.net

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4. ConcernedMother posted on Jun 25, 2006

Hi, depressed Donna! I just saw your posting, and I really hope you are okay by now. I am new to this, but we do have some things in common. I am on meds for depression-Remeron and Depakote ER. I am also dealing with 2 grown kids who are home. ONe has agoraphobia and the other has autism. I get depressed most times b/c I can't do anything physically for them. All I can do is pray that they get better or be healed from Jesus. I am the same age you are---well, I will be 48 in September. How long have you been on SSI? I have thought about getting on it myself, but I doubt if I will get much money out of it. I am unfortunately one of those who haven't been able to work much b/c of being a care taker most of my married life. Please contact me if you can so I can know you are okay. Concerned MOther

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3. AidpageTeam posted on Jan 3, 2006

Free Care, also called the Uncompensated Care Pool (UCP), is a health care "safety net" to make sure that everyone in Massachusetts, regardless of income, has some access to health care when needed. Those eligible for Free Care can get medically necessary health services at community health centers and hospitals in Massachusetts for free, or at a reduced cost, depending on income.
Free Care (also called the Uncompensated Care Pool - UCP)

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2. Emil posted on Jan 3, 2006

Hi Donna, Try to find a free clinic or hospital and speak to a doctor about how you feel... My opinion is that being depressed for periods of time is absolutely normal. It's just part of life. It makes you miserable, of course... but it is normal. You just have to endure it... Now, here are a few links below... take a look at them... and call the phone numbers listed on these pages... If I find more resources and advice, I will post them here...
Free Walk-in Clinics in Worcester Area
MASSACHUSETTS ENERGY ASSISTANCE
Valley Opportunity Council (Tel. 413-552-1554)
Western Massachusetts Electric Company Discount Rates
NSTAR's Discount Rate
Energy Assistance Programs Heat Line 1.800.632.8175
Massachusetts Winter Heating Helpline Website
The Massachusetts Good Neighbor Energy Fund

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