depressed Donna
posted on Dec 28, 2005 (modified on Jun 11, 2007)
My name is Donna. I live in Holland, Ma. I just spent 3 1/2 weeks in the hospital getting treatment for my depression, post traumatic stress, agorophobia, and anxiety disorder. Before being admitted into the hospital, I didn't leave my house since June 5, 2005. I have been a prisioner in my own home. I can't explain why I can't go out because there is no rational reason. I just can't do it. I have been unemployed since June 5, 2005. Despite the fact that I receive Social Security Disability in the amount of $688 per month, I have fallen way behind in my mortgage payments and utilities. I no longer have a vehicle. I bought and paid off a 3 year car loan on a 1995 Isuzu Rodeo. The 4 wheel drive was necessary living in the Northeast and being in the health care profession. Bad weather is no excuse to not go to work but that is irrelevent at the moment since I am unemployed. My son brought my truck in to have an exhaust leak fixed and discovered a part of the truck frame was rusted through and not able to be fixed. So now I have a vehicle I can't drive even if I was able to leave the house and find work. I want to try the new treatment for depression called the Vagus Nerve Stimulator implant. If anyone has had any experience with this new treatment, please write to me. I am willing to try anything to get out of this hellish depression and be able to lead a normal life, which includes working. I am going to be homeless and have no one to turn to. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME. It is very hard for me to ask for help since I have always been the one to give the help. This is not a scam. I will be happy if someone just responds to my request for personal experience on the VNS Implant. Thank you. Donna
Categories: employment,
depressed person in need of help,
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Registered Medical Assistant/Cardiology Tech.,
Vagus Nerve Stimulator Implant,
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